wow its been forever since I've written anything on here. I guess thats cuz not a whole lot has happened and my bf bought me a real journal that i've been writing in. I guess the main update is that I'm failing all but one class this semester, i'm going to be going to JCCC next semester, and i'm changing my major. It all began with my arch advisor asking me what my long term goals were and my realising I had no real long term goals for my architecture degree(s). So from that point I had a few meltdowns and grades dropped big time. I then decided that I wanted to go into interior design and from there decided that I wanted to go to JCCC to get my AAS of interior design. My goal is to get that done in a few years then take some time off (maybe get married? depends on how things go) and then go to KU or K-State part time to get my BFA of Interior Design. the good thing about JCCC is that its acredited where KU isnt though I'm still not sure what that means. Another major event in my life lately, I guess (though its not as life changing), is that Scott (my bf) now lives in KC. Hes in a program thats gonna help him learn to live on his own. Hes got a job that he's actually happy with now. He's working for a theatre in KC called the granada (no i've never heard of it either but its small almost a community theatre). He's mainly just working on sets and lighting but hes also being taught other parts of how to run the theatre and the lady in charge is getting some of his writings to a publisher or something like that to at least give him tips. Hes comming to see me this Sat and Sun! I cant wait. we're going to go to the Bizar Bazaar at the art center and then probably going to Panda Garden to eat and say hi to everyone we know there. he also wants to rent movies which sounds like fun but idk if thats going to work since moneys a little tight right now. Hell I spent 10 on lunch yesterday for mostly bread!!!!! (stupid subway) The only other major thing thats happened lately that I can think of is that my great uncle earl died this week. We're all going to miss him. he was my grandma's last remaining brother. At least his son came to see him finally just a few days before. I kinda wish I could be up in ohio right now. I miss the farm and theres so many family members up there that I miss.

lol my cat is trying to help me out lol

I also got a car and a laptop with my fafsa money. got into an accident the first friday of school and so needed the car and the laptop is SUPPOSED to make life at school easier but its all 64 bit so adobe hates me!!!! and I keep getting a Syntphelper.exe thing for my firewall that freezes up my mouse (if anyone knows what to do with that PLEASE let me know!!!!!!!!!!!!)

I should probably stop writing. I have to admit this is easier than writing by hand in my littl journal but its such a pretty leather journal and its where i've put a lot of idea sketches in so I really like it. plus if I dont have this thing or internet access its great.

Well off to help with thanksgiving dinner. I wish that Scott and i could do like we did last year but his mom has to work and so his family isnt doing a thanksgiving diner (sad really we usually never have ours on thanksgiving). We're going to have sweet potato biscuts, chinese pork buns, cornish hens, olives (of course!!!) deviled eggs (again a must).... hmmm I think thats pretty much it OH forgot the stuffing but thats all of it. I'll try to keep up on here more but cant promise anything (plus idk how many of you actually read or care). ttyl bye